Thursday, November 27, 2025

With His Dogs

Robert Allerton with Dog (1915)
HALF 26 neg, University of Illinois Archive RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

During Construction of Allerton House - Upper Terrace (1900)
HGMT 2 neg, University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives 

Along a Garden Wall - Flower Garden Spring (1925)
HGFA 13 neg, University of Illinois Archive 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

At a Picnic - Lost Garden (1937)
HGL 54 neg, University of Illinois Archive RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

Robert wandered the estate early every morning with his dogs, while his guest usually slept in. 
Martha Burgin and Maureen Holtz: Robert Allerton, Private Man and Public Gifts (2009)

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

Dear Mr President - October 1993

Larry Wolf, Dear Mr President - page 1 (1993)


Larry Wolf, Dear Mr President - page 2 (1993)

Some weeks ago, when I was creating my zines of the 1979 and the 1987 Marches on Washington for Lesbian and Gay Rights, I went looking for my photos from the 1993 MoW, and found virtually nothing. It was a rough time for me, for my friends. If there were photographs, they have been lost.

Today, I found this letter. I have not OCR'd it. It should take some effort to read. It took some effort to write, back then. It speaks of pain and optimism. Pain and optimism which resonates still.

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

What Would Minor White Do?

Photograph who you really are

Venture into the landscape without expectations. 

Let your subject find you. 

When you approach it, you will feel resonance, a sense of recognition. If, when you move away, the resonance fades, or if it gets stronger as you approach, you'll know you have found your subject. 

Sit with your subject and wait for your presence to be acknowledged. 

Don't try to make a photograph, but let your intuition indicate the right moment to release the shutter. 

If, after you've made an exposure, you feel a sense of completion, bow and let go of the subject and your connection to it. 

Otherwise, continue photographing until you feel the process is complete.

Minor White's instructions to students at the Hotchkiss workshop in 1971
 as described by John Daido Loori in The Zen of Creativity (2004)

Pre-Workshop Reading List

Carlos Castaneda: A Separate Reality (1971)

Eugen Herrigel: Zen and the Art of Archery (1953)

Richard Boleslavsky: Acting: The First Six Lessons (1933)

Minor White's reading list for students at the Hotchkiss workshop in 1971
 as described by John Daido Loori in The Zen of Creativity (2004)


Larry Wolf, Shadow on Stone (2025)

Monday, November 24, 2025

The Sphinx

Allerton House - Mansion Pond, Front Terrace (1938?)
HGMT 36 neg (1 of 2), University of Illinois Archive RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives


Allerton House - Terrace, Pool Area (1935?)
HGMT - 34 neg (1 of 2), University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives


Allerton House - Upper Terrace (1920s)
HGMT - 26 neg, University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

The Sphinx were designed by John Borie III, Robert Allerton's friend and the architect for Allerton House. They may have been created in the memory of Oscar Wilde, shortly after his death, referencing his poem The Sphinx

A beautiful and silent Sphinx has watched me through the shifting gloom.
 
Inviolate and immobile she does not rise she dos not stir
For silver moons are nought to her and nought to her the suns that reel. 
 ...
A thousand weary centuries are thine while I have hardly seen
Some twenty summers cast their green for Autumn's gaudy liveries. 
 ...
Sing to me of that odorous green eve when crouching by the marge
You heard from Adrian's gilded barge the laughter of Antinous 
 
And lapped the stream and fed your drouth and watched with hot and hungry stare 
The ivory body of that rare young slave with his pomegranate mouth!
...
When through the purple corridors the screaming scarlet Ibis flew
In terror, and a horrid dew dripped from the moaning Mandragores. 
...
Who were your lovers? who were they who wrestled for you in the dust?
Which was the vessel of your Lust? What Leman had you, every day? 
 ...
You kissed his mouth with mouths of flame: you made the horned-god your own:
You stood behind him on his throne: you called him by his secret name.
 
You whispered monstrous oracles into the caverns of his ears:
With blood of goats and blood of steers you taught him monstrous miracles.
 ...
The god is scattered here and there: deep hidden in the windy sand
I saw his giant granite hand still clenched in impotent despair. 
... 
But these, thy lovers, are not dead.
...
Your lovers are not dead, I know. They will rise up and hear thy voice
And clash their cymbals and rejoice and run to kiss your mouth! and so,
 
Set winds upon your argosies! Set horses to your ebon car!
Back to your Nile! ...
...
See, the dawn shivers round the grey gilt-dialled towers, and the rain 
Streams down each diamoned pane and blurs with tears the wannish day.
...
What songless tongueless ghost of sin crept through the curtains of the night,
And saw my taper burning bright, and knocked and bade you enter in?
...
Get hence, you loathsome misery! Hideous animal, get hence!
You wake in me each bestial sense, you make me what I would not be.
...
Whose pallid burden, sick with pain, watches the world with wearied eyes,
And weeps for every soul that dies, and weeps for every soul in vane.  

 Oscar Wilde, The Sphinx (1894) 

Typically a sphinx would guarding a home, confronting a visitor. Robert had these turned so he could look upon their faces from the Solarium, indicating that the gardens and nature is what is being entered and protected. 

Perhaps like Wilde's poem, Robert is questioning the sphinx, asking what they know of history and what might be learned from their experience. Of course, the sphinx is silent. We must rely on our own intuition, considering our questions as our guide.

Oscar Wilde was at the peak of his fame when the poem was published. He would soon be in a legal entanglement with the Marquess of Queensberry, the father of his lover, Lord Alfred (Bosie) Douglas. The trials resulted in Wilde's conviction for gross indecency. He was sentence to two years of hard labor. Wilde was broken by the imprisonment, his loss of reputation and social standing, and related financial losses. He died three years after his release from prison, in 1900, as the mansion was being completed.

Were the sphinx a coded reminder of the risks of challenging social norms? To generally be alert? An invitation to contemplate the enigmas of life?

Allerton House - Upper Terrace / Cropped
HGMT - 9 neg, University of Illinois Archive RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

Sunday, November 23, 2025

Double Negatives

Flower Garden - Spring (1930?) HGFA-29 neg (2)
University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

Allerton House - Terrace / Library HGMTL - 26 neg
University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

Square Parterre HGHS - 17 neg (2)
University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

The envelopes for these images contained two identical negatives. Each pair of negatives was stacked on each other, then photographed on a light box as a single image. The negatives were made in the 1980s and 90s from photographic prints in the Allerton collection.

Wednesday, November 19, 2025

A Box in the Archives

Larry Wolf, Archives Research Center, University of Illinois (2025)


Larry Wolf: Box 6: Negatives (2025)
University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5


Larry Wolf: Working in the Archives (2025)
Robert Allerton, John Gregg and Friends on Library Terrace
University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

Robert Allerton Park - Pre-1946 Photo Negative Collection

These negatives were made as part of a project of copying early photographs carried out in the late 1980s and early 1990s at the park. A letter-code classification system for gardens and sculptures was devised in 1995 by Arnold Wajenberg and expanded by David Bowman and Connie Fairchild. A system of number/letter codes is used for the interior rooms of Allerton House & Stable, now the Conference Center. University of Illinois building numbers are used for buildings.

The numbers assigned to these negatives correspond with numbers on prints and slides still in the park collection. All of these negatives have print copies with additional information on the backs at the park.

Arrangement within the number sequences in mainly chronological. The prefix H is added to distinguish the "historic" pre-1946 photos from the post-1946 collection also at the park. Numbers missing from the negative sequences have been assigned to prints at the park that don't have negatives.

Connie Fairchild, Allerton Park volunteer
March 28, 2006

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

Our Many Selves

On a blustery Tuesday, I led a workshop for thirty or so 11th and 12th graders, using the form of a fortune teller to explore how we present ourselves, what we freely show and what we keep close.

Layers of Identity (outer, inner, secret)
 
Parts come together
Form new wholes
Hide and reveal
Our many selves

Borders that connect
Edges that hold us
Intersecting spaces of belonging
Family, geography, culture, language, identities

Direct experience beyond words
 
Larry with Fortune Teller (2025)

Student Holding Zine, Larry Folding Paper (2025)